Watching: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
Feeling: Woozzy
Thinking: I'm pretty darn clever and not to mention modest!!
Blogging from: My Aunts, I still havent got this on at home....GRRR!


Righty-o then. Its been awhile hasn't it? Its all good. I'm in big trouble tho. I'm lusting after two guys at once. I'll be right back, I have to go find my brothers and cousins, cos they are out playin spotlight.

I dunno what I'm doing anymore. It's my etenral answer to absolutely everything. I used to enjoy this blog, the freedom it gave me to be sorta the expressive person that I haven't really been this year, which seems a bit screwed considering I'm studying Journalism. So much for free speech. I'm hell bent on this newspaper idea. I'd be even more pleased if Mike (he's the dude in charge) had of recieved my stuff last Thursday when I faxed it to him so I wasn't sorta feeling guilty bout not sending it via the web. Yup. Still posting from everywhere except my computer. This time I can't sign up to a new provider cos its a rival company to the people who control my fone line. That's cool tho cos I'm converting. That ought to teach them for being complete pretentious snobby losers! Hmmm. I'm supposdly under good stars this week too. *LOL* what a load of crap. I may as well laydown and declare myself a hostage to the supersticious community. Like, far out dude, not that psycho shit. :P I'm going to get another bloggy soon. Somewhere to vent and be 100% totally mine and user only. Kinda like my life pretty much is now. Nothing happening and yet too much happening to deal with all at once. Scrumptious. Love me.

Mood-o-meter - General happiness

Heya! Ummmm, just posting that I have placed new colours up, I didn't want to change the layout. I'm getting pretty excited, cos, hopefully by tomorrow, I'll have the net back on at my computer.....YEAH!!! *Turning cartwheels in this here bedroom*
That was fun! *L* Gosh. It's been awhile since I typed anything in here. Unreal. I guess I can catch you all up from my place. That could be fun (or NOT). I'm still at the same stage in my life and I guess it won't change for a little while longer. I'll veto this til I have time for explainations. Love ya. Carli

Time to jazz things up a little in here! I'll make a heap of changes shortly, but right now, I'm basically going to blog about Saturday night.

Today, I'm 18. i had a party last Saturday night. Much fun and excitement. There was plenty of food and heaps of drinkies (not that I can really say I was extravagant with) and lotsa sweets and Cake, but there was maybe 20 people there. don't get me wrong, that was pretty cool cos then it was all sorta more friendlier where the atmosphere was concerned. I just wish that more of my friends coulda came along so they could be all the more sociable, thing was they all went to Brisbane and wherrever else they was all going to. But the best part is.....THIS WEEKEND!! I'm going to be home alone, so a coupla calls should do the trick.....XD Love always, Carli

Mood: You choose
Thinking: I can't wait til Sataday nite
Feeling: indifferent
I'm blogging from: Some place great but small

O.k. thrill seekers. This is gonna be really short cos I pretty much do nothing. I have however made a great and wonderous discovery: My Bedroom Floor. I'm thinking I'll charge people for a glance cos it's one of thise rare things that mystifies....Love always, Carli

P.S. I know you think this was a pointless entry, I know and I don't care! XD :o)

Mood: Happy
Thinking: what a great day
Feeling: Totally at ease
I'm blogging from: My aunt's house!! *Thank-you*

Not too much has happened really. Not since yesterday. I watched the second lord of the rings at my parents house, so that was all good. Ummmmm. I think I just came in here to say that the future is looking brighter all the time and it's totally great! Love Always, Carli

Mood: Pretty good considering
Thinking: Only three assignements left for this year.....OH YEAH!
Feeling: Hot, can someone fix the air cons in this place?
I'm blogging from: Smart city

Ok. so, the best thing has happeened, I think. I am going to get my name in the paer, The Morning Bulletin, on a wedneesday and a Saturday....VERY EXCITING. To top it all off, my group (there is only three of us) includes my crush. Not a bad incentive....WICKED! I love this bloggy thing. A friend tried to joke about it in an email, he tried so hard but he just diddn't make it.... XD XD XD It's all good!! So. This is gonna be one of those short entries I believe. I have found the best infformation ever for my journo assignment. It has everything. Now I just have to find some stuff forr my audio report and I'lll be beyond happy. then, I can start writing fforr the paper thing. My parents are gonna be dead chuffed....JOKING!! the other thing is......12 more sleeps til my birthday. I have been waiting beyond too long tto be 18. So, Party on the 18th and then its all on for Wednesday's issuee of the bully, my name and being 18..... see you there. Love always, Carli

Mood: Happiness verging on estaticness
Thinking: I just had my lst tute for this year....HOORAY!
Feeling: Elated
I'm blogging from: Library @ Uni

I am the happiest person in the world at the moment. this happiness is second to none.This is going to be littered with typos and that's os half the keys on this here board are sticking like mad. But anyway, to persevere. Yesterday was the absolute greatest. I wanna get involved in some post uni activities an the thing is, this gut is going to the meetings, *VERY CUTE GUY WHO I HAE A CRUSH ON* so I wrote my email addy o the back of some work he was doing (so he isn't likely to lose it) and he's like ool, opens my notebook and writesnot only his email adress down ut his PHONE number too. So, I'm rocking and that was absolutely RIPPING! Don't get me wrong, I've been shemeing to get his email for ages, but he wrote his number own too so if that means he wants to talk to me or text me then maybe he's slightly inerested.....I HOPE!!!!

So the uni front of things is I hae three major pieces of assesment that are due on this friday and next riday.....(whih is great in a sense, but bad in others, I'll elaborate by request only!!) I have the researh for two and m going solo in the third, fingers crosed!! Apart from taht, I have to register with NEATO so they can help me get a job and some cash and then TADA my life will be complete. so on that note,I'll sign off or now and smile for the good of the nation!! Love Always, Carli

Mood: passive
Thinking: I can't wait for uni to be finished
Feeling: undecided
I'm blogging from: Library @ Uni

"I think therefore I am"

I really don't agree with that particular statement or any of the others that my tutor was saying today. I know that it is a very famous theory, but I believe that in order to feel as I, then I need to just feel me. Isn't that like bucket loads easier to handle? I'm really not into today. I can't find the information that I need in order to complete my assignment for intro to journo b. I'll get it done though. That and every thing else! The whole idea of failing any of the four subjects that I'm taking is really unsettling. I have to pass everything really well so that I can transfer credit and then I don't have to re-do a subject. If I do have to repeat this subject I'm prolly going to be homicidal. So look out Geoff if you don't at least give me a credit! I can't be bothered writing anything more up here. I'm going to have a trashy day and then an interrupted night's sleep. how very unfair. Love Always, Carli

All right. So my weekend involved nothing too noteworthy really. I'm a bit concerned about the company that I keep though. So anyway, on Saturday I was commited enough to actually clean my room, and when I mean clean I mean sparkle-ing!!! Then I got a coupla messages and a friend came around. So, yeah, nothing too amazing happened. So much so that this is going to be very boringg if I don't actually stop writing about now. Love Always, Carli.

P.S. I'm adding the lyrics for 'Hurt' by the Nine Inch Nails, recently covered by Johnny Cash, cos this song is absolutely perfect for me!

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of shit
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feeling disappears
you are someone else
I am still right here
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way